Lyrics

Pushed and pushed farther away
Every time I think one has come to stay
Even though I show I care in every way
Reminded of the pain of yesterday
Wishing these memories would go away
If I'm pushed back this fast
Then happiness can never last
I conjure up visions of darkness and demons for all to see
Still I know something is missing deep inside of me
The silence and distance lingers still
So now I'm just waiting for the kill

Its pushing me back
Pushing me back
What is it you fear
My Dear

Pushed away and beaten, for my heart to be stabbed
So these wounds are fresh and no longer scabbed
I'm bleeding but still I'm breathing
Some how my heart is still beating
If I'm pushed again to the edge
This time I won't fall off the ledge
I'll once again spread these wings
To put and end to these terrible things
So please push me some more
I won't lay broken and dead on the floor
I'm not afraid to make this dare
So another will prove they care
If all of this has been another lie
Then I guess I already know why

So I'll look back at reflections in the mirror held deep inside
Where I know I will never again have to hide
And within these eyes I see
I finally know what will complete me

Its pushing me back
Pushing me back
What is it you fear
My Dear

Its pushing me back
Pushing me back
What is it you fear
My Dear