From the recording This Still Isn't Love
Lyrics
Sometimes I wonder what the hell I've become
When I see the light in your eyes, the smile on your face
I know I've done something right
Others they define us by what we wear, what we listen to, or how we think
You see the truth without a blind fold, without fear
So I write this for you, just for you
By the time this is written I don't know what these words will say
Hell I know I think about you everyday
Were both a little twisted and most likely insane
But I'll never take this time in vain
We both hold a rose
Not for its beauty, for the blood that flows
From the prick of the thorn
Both in love with pain since we were born
We share our disgrace for heaven above
But, this isn't love
Most of them run away, afraid of your silence
Maybe it's the past and all the senseless violence
I think I know why
Because neither one of us could tell a lie
Now why is it I can hear your voice loud and clear?
Maybe the rest never took the time to hear
I know you will take the time to look inside
So I have nothing left to hide
We'll both look at the stars above
And we know this isn't love
For every breath we take
We know our tears have never been fake
I'd end them all just to see a smile on your face
All of their laughter is a disgrace
We'll laugh at them all as we burn in hell
With all the bad angels who fell
Now wipe away all your tears
I'm here to listen to all your fears
I'll set them all free like a dove
After all, this isn't love
It's understanding without reprimanding
Caring and always sharing
It's feeling to offer healing
A kiss without venom
A non toxic chemical serum
A hug without a knife in the back
Not some excuse to find something we lack
Happiness without the pain
A connection without a lock and chain
I'm not an angel from above
So this isn't love
So this isn't love
This isn't some work of fiction
Here you'll find no contradiction
Just the words that I've said
As they've passed through my head
I'll hear you every night
In the silent darkness without any light
And as we try to see what our dreams are made of
We both know, that it isn't love
